hi, it's me~.

hello!! i know i've been awfully quiet these days... i'm sorry!!

i've been thinking about coming back to my blog the entire time, trying to decide what my next entry should be... i'm happy to finally be sitting down and writing something now~. 

i've also been thinking quite a bit about myself and what i want my blog to be, so let's talk about it. don't worry, it's nothing serious!to start with something more pertinent to the blog, i wanna talk about my relationship with gyaru these days. rest assured, i'm not moving on from gyaru entirely! i still love gyaru, and i still love talking about it and engaging with it. i guess i'm just having a bit of a crisis of identity as my priorities and interests change, and i'm becoming more interested in branching out a bit more these days. do i still consider myself a gal? yes! nevertheless, i think i'm going to make my blog a bit less gal centered from now on. don't worry, i'll keep the gyaru blogs coming! my blog might be a bit all over the place as i find my new footing, but i hope you'll stick around anyway! like i said, rest assured: i'm still the blogger gal antama~.

as for some more personal reasons i've been gone: life has been so hectic!! my older sister had her baby a month ago, so i've been helping out with my baby niece~. i'm also officially on the job hunt... sadly. i'm trying to get a work from home job, but i might end up working at amazon part time. it'll be hard work, but i'm actually looking forward to getting a job! my drivers license is still a work in progress, but hopefully my sister and i can get on the same shift should my remote job applications not pan out. i think working will be a good chance to learn how to balance school, my blog, and my hobbies!

speaking of school, i'm getting closer to graduating and transfering every day~. i've decided on the college i'm moving to, and i also changed my major... i'm going to be a business administration major!! it's different from journalism, but i think this will get me closer to the future i want. i also think the courses will be a bit of a challenge, so i'm really nervous but also looking forward to it! i'm two months away from graduating now, so please cheer for me~.

anyway, i just wanted to update everyone on my life, and on my thoughts about the blog. i'm sorry i was away for so long, but i hope you'll forgive me and keep reading my silly little entries~. kiss kiss~.